苏菲（维拉•法梅加 饰）与丈夫安德鲁（大卫•麦金尼斯 饰）深爱彼此，幸福的他们一直想要一个孩子，多年来苏菲都无法怀孕。不忍丈夫痛苦的苏菲一直想借用他人的精子让自己怀孕，一天她在诊所遇到了心中的人选。 被苏菲看中的人叫金志河（河正宇 饰），跟苏菲丈夫一样是名韩国人。由于他非法滞留而被医院拒绝了捐献精子从而得到报酬。 苏菲以300美元每一次的价钱与志河交易，直至苏菲怀孕。没想到两人渐渐产生了感情，与此同时苏菲也发现自己已经怀孕了，并要求不再与志河见面。早已爱上对方的两人饱受相思之苦，苏菲再次出现在了志河的面前，可是好景不长，苏菲的丈夫发现了真相……

At the age of eight, the now 25-year-old director caused an incident, which has remained traumatic as he became older. Although it seemed just a trivial matter, something one might expect from children, he obstinately questions his family, friends and teachers about what happened at that time. Worrying over the thoughts of dishonor he saw in his family’s eyes then, he has fostered a self-hatred over the years. As if reconstructing the past with his camera, he attempts to free himself of this self-hatred, shedding tears for himself at times and opening his own wounds, then healing them. What he has discovered through filmmaking was his once sealed “self.” The question now is, where to go from here?

该片改编自浅原直人小说《她喜欢的是BL而不是我》，电影讲述隐藏自己性取向的男高校生安藤纯（神尾）和隐藏自己腐女身份的同学三浦纱枝的恋爱故事，描写了安藤在普世价值观和性取向之间的挣扎。

佟梅梅，3岁时，父亲跳楼自杀。40岁，丈夫遭遇车祸不幸过世。姚尚德，12岁，放学坐错车，遭遇一陌生老者性侵，从此疏远家庭和人群。对他们来说，看似平静的当下是伤痛期的无限延长。从业二十年的心理咨询师佟梅梅，与化创伤为创作的哑剧表演者姚尚德，都认为他们自己应该为承受着相似痛苦的人们发声。他们接受了导演的拍摄请求，然而故事却朝着另一个方向发展。每次摄制组离开之后，佟痛哭不止；姚被迫停止工作，寻求心理医生的帮助。纪录片的拍摄成为了触发二人创伤回闪的诱因。摄影机的介入是否道德？不再打扰就能走出创伤？导演被迫从摄影机背后现身，卷入这场这场无法逃避的对话。